Monolog

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  • Name: Euqinimod
  • Age: 16 years old
  • Sex: Male
  • Location: Philippines
  • Contact: Email Me!

Perspective I

I look at myself as a small but terrible person. I can be simple at times and I'm trying to be calm and cool. I try to crack jokes but people say that it's not like me to crack them. I believe in the "golden rule" because I'm good at people that are good to me and I'm mean to people who are mean to me. I'm a freak in my 1st year highschool but I'll try my best this year to change that. I'm currently searching for a best friend and I dreamed about one. I'm trying my best to keep a schedule but my passion usually takes over. I can really say that I'm responsible but I can also say that I forget the value sometimes. I'm an achiever at heart and I try my best in everything. I also admit that I'm a forgetful person and this causes me to falter in many times. I don't have FOCUS because I'm easily distracted by many things. I can also be a loner sometimes because I'm a bit weird or rather unique. Up to the present, I'm hoping to improve myself with the help of everyone, myself and God.

Perspective II

I'm a small, ordinary person with tall dreams and great guts to get them. People usually (and will always) under-estimate me because of size and appearance (as you can see, i'm very average but some "redeeming" qualities will still be there) but I don't care because they suck! I also hate stereotypes due to the fact that I'm homosexual. That just shows how judgmental and closed-minded you are! But if you get to know me, you'll know how kind I am!

But on the brighter side, I love my family, friends and myself. I will do anything for them because I love them. I sometimes become so loving that some people come to abuse me. But in the end, I still win! I'm kind and I believe in the golden rule. Bash me with a hammer and I'll do the same to you. Be kind and I swear that we'll be friends! God also has a part of me that we both share! I also don't have focus so don't expect me to stick to one thing and not mind another. But still, I win in the end!

That's pretty much about me for now.

Perspective III

People may not know it but i'm quite quirky and random. And they're wrong to think that they know me. I tend to act different in different situations and on different times, that's why I seem to be weird. At school, i'm serious but when studying's over, you'll see me goofing around. Not plastic. Just simply fitting in. At home, i'm most quirky! When happy, see me busting my moves and singing my lungs out in happiness! If I need to be serious, i'll be dead serious. Too much you say? But i'm really that. But when sad, I seclude myself from everyone. I keep my problems to myself but if you're someone I see reliable, you're an excemption. I'm also different when i'm alone. But even though i'm that random, I still don't bite and harm people and my sanity is intact. So don't be afraid. ^^

Perspective IV

To be perfectly honest, i'm really unsure of myself right now. I still can't grasp a whole and concrete concept of myself. I may come up with one some time later. A few years perhaps! Hehehe.

Perspective V

Finally! After some time, I think that I finally have a clue of who I really am. For starters, I think i'm getting more paranoid everyday. I mean, really! There are so many things that's going on in my tiny head, and they're all making me like, worried! That brings us in my being a bonafide Obsessive-Complusive person. I even had the amount of text here be exactly divisible by 5! You don't have a clue on how sick I am! I am also a free person, I shall say. I always try to be my free, unique and untiring self without pissing people off. I guess that separates me from the meaner clique similar to what i'm saying: "Love me or hate me". If I am not pressured, i'm as free as a horse! I also tend to contradict myself, I don't know why, but there are things that I want to do, but I don't want to! I also have a lot to say! Really! He's the only one there who listen to me. Thanks a bunch!

But aside from those "teeny" bits of data, I believe that I really am a quintessential friend. I tend to appreciate people and much to my surprise, I receive a majority of good feedback! I guess that explains it. Maybe it's a gift, we'll never know. Still, I have my type of friends, and I believe I found 2 of them! I hope I have more!

I'm pretty much normal too, by the way! Kind of nerdy, but who cares? Shallow people do, I think. I'm playful too, though I go beyond borders sometimes. My bad! Sorry! I do study, currenty in my 3rd year of high school, and I try my best because my dream of a good and fun life with my love(d) ones has been my priority. Teenland has quite troubled me with its pro's and con's too. But as everybody says, these are the days worth remembering.

I guess that's it for now. I think that would do good!

Favorites (The Works)

  • Actor: Brandon Routh
  • Actress: JoJo
  • Anime: Ella: A Victorian Romance
  • Animal: Dolphin
  • Band: Hale
  • Book: The Alchemist (Paulo Coelho)
  • Color: White
  • Flower: White Rose
  • Food: Corn Muffins
  • Insect: Dragonfly
  • Hobby: Tetris
  • Movie: Aquamarine
  • Radio Station: Magic 89.9
  • Singer: Corrine Bailey Rae
  • Song: Gone (Kelly Clarkson)
  • TV Show: The Simpsons

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Webdesign Related

Web Design

  • Languages: XHTML, CSS and PHP
  • Programs: Adobe Photoshop and Notepad
  • Browsers: Mozilla Firefox and Internet Explorer
  • Operating System (OS): Windows XP

I have been web designing since 2000. From simple freewebs templates to complex php, I managed to develop my skills with the help of the internet community, and of course, my effort in self-study. I have a pretty good grasp at both (X)HTML and CSS, and i'm still on the know on how to handle PHP for my own discretion while improving the the other said protocols. I use Photoshop for image manipulation and Notepad for scripting and coding.

I'm a rookie in this career but I believe that I can excel in this field, as I am planning to do so in the near future.